AT home whole day. woke up 9+ today wooo =0 ! den play com chatting. aftrnoon went down buy lunch. den forgot top up ezlink card...nvm. den went home eat and watch tv. 4+ wanted to slp . slept for few minutes den cnt slp veri hot . toopid weather. -_-
den jiu play restaurant city at face book. lame yeahs? lols.
movieh trip tmr ! finally!

SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH. DO NOT SMOKE.


The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

It hurts to see u becoming like that.

- 等着哪一天你也想起 那悬在记忆中的美好

Hello. at yi xian hse nw. had problem with the internet connection. lucky got bring LAN wire connect haha.
Mornin work bout 7++ but lazy wake up lie on bed till 8++ den went on com. den Krystal call mi . she fail all subj. dun sad ok? u will do better next time. den gaming all the way till 2+ went slacking surf the net. back damn pain. den went to lie down. cnt slp -_- . den went out bout late 4+went out went to punggol park stroll 1 roudn went back rivervale plaza buy dinner. buy filet o fish upsize forgot got the cup. haha.den went back home eat. 6+ went out to yi xian house.den nw posting =). update a lil more when i reach home .
2nd part
play com at yx house.mervin came with his 2 other friends. xD SA ,rome,dotA. played 1 round of dota only. others juz slacking and troubling with the internet connection. den dotA-ed 1 round 11:15 jiu went home. wanted to play another match but not enuff time. wont be able to catch the bus ride.dne went off. harry hungry so went to hougang mall mac.he eat le dne went home. he forgot his cup for the up-size lols. chatted while waiting bus 80. veri long sia. finally came den jiu bused home. ;D actually wanted to ton. den did not. Good Boi don't ton OKAY ! =x

Don't sad alr kaes. ur results not so good this time. but u can do better next time. just work harder. you'll get better results.idk wad our relationship now. but just work hard.

- The love?

hello. got back report book today.I failed my EMB3 ! cnt take o level D: ! normal day except damn angry on geog lesson. watch sponge bob on lang arts den IC watch duno wad show duno wad it doin jump here jump thr dne sing song. zzz den jiu slp. recess went down to eat. den went back class.
Geog. damn fuck the cher. use the hand phone suan mi. knn. i talk to csq cnt. slp also cnt. still threaten mi give warning 2 time le 1 more time dun give bak. den say haven give dm or mr richard.FUCK? i tell my parents le tell bro come aftr sch,Alis said she tio caning by her parents? went to wait her to get phone bak ytd aftr sch she dun wan give. den nw say she haven give to mr richard. knn. i ji tao wtf? wan tio her sia.ji bai. cause mi so much trouble den said nv give i rather she give mr richard sia. den si bei bo mood.
got back report book. its up there xD den went home str8 aftr school.

每一夜闭上眼睛,我看到了恶梦.你微笑但是旁边的人不是我.可知道我多渴望抓住你的心.可不可以任性.

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

- 直接割到我心中

kinda different day today. morning as normal. only for geog damn fuck.Lend alis phone to msg tio confiscate. damn DM why come at this time? lucky thing is tmr alst day of sch which confiscated hand phones will be return. but ndi accompany by parents! they not free! how? alis was damn du lan . so nei jiu. D: .
den aftr recess was bit different. lesson change to CIP do things to replace suspended visit to old folks home.did podcast . i was slacking and sleeping all the way. i woke up was blur lbur liek i slp veri long. but only 15 mins. den duno wad happen gt ppl come in say sum1 injured outside classroom. den all chiong outside see. so kay po. lols duno who got 1 big crowd thr. den cher disperse the crowd le den realise is ying ying faint? still got red cross thr simi stretcher. veri kua zhang == faint only...was like ---> -_____- . den jiu end sch aftr awihle of slacking. went to find mrs ang to see if can get back phone. but cnt . zzz muz wait tmr... den went outside sch saw john. went compass wif him for lunch. saw yee wei at B1. went to Mac buy lunch. bought fries again. duno y these days like eat fries. den went harry hse downstair eat. den ahrry come home. went hougang mall. sharmaine say saw us. o.o didnt saw her. went time zone got chased out forgot i was in sch uniform.went to bai mei. bought bubble tea den walk 1 round cp. went home aftr dat.

idk. idk alr. yes it will be different.to think positive, different for the better side? u want to bear me to go,idk bout that.u cant bear mi. do u tink i can bear too? idk if time works,but i have a bad feeling bout it. yeah its 4th month nxt sun. i prepared for a veri long time. idk will it go to waste anot ,though it wont be that good. It will just hurt for what u think.

The Rule of a bf.

- It just pierced through me.

Sch's normal today. slackin too. cher tok to us bout ytd's briefing again. shld i take A maths? i dont like maths but i wan have A math cuz btr. den as normal.had art. whole calss except 4 nv bring art file tio scolding den nid do homework.cnt slack. they were playing poker cards at chinese. cher scold but we dont care lol. den recess.
Maths go through maths paper 2
den play poker cards again.
lang arts watch a toy shop de movie.
den end sch went home str8.

The fake smile of mine ^_^


I never treat u as toy. i don't think this is worth it .these 4month. i had fun with you.the times we had. you told be before. I'm your last.but now its not.u said you wont leave, i know it just say at that time.cant stop if u want to leave. Just hope u wont leave mi for him . u wan break i nth to ask for. just. i dont know i will still like u aftr break . u dont want hurt me but like. but u alr did.u like dat hurt me more. Your tired too. using those 4 months. i dont believe the feelings will fade all that we still have for each other. maybe it will. in time. They told mi to leave u but i did not .Being ur longest/memorable/special if i suits to be one. I'll be waiting . i still believe in it. can i?


We're fighting this war. when both of us are losing. this aint' the way love is suppose to be.
I'm not a perfect person.

Does it exist?

- Nothing

• Maths - 69.7 /36.0/ 49.5
• Science - 62.3 /59.0/ 60.2
• Geog - 69.8 /73.0/ 71.8
• History - 72.6 /76.0/ 74.7
• Art - 60.0 /62.0/ 61.0
• Home Econ - 76.0/ 67.0/ 70.0
• EL - 61.8 /45.6 /53.7
• CL - 68.4/ 56.0/ 60.7
• Total : 500.9/800

LONG LONG POST .
Damn Fuck day today. mornin went sch quite early . final check for marks . they are up there.den jiu slack all the way. slping. chinese watch mr bean. lame lols.
den jiu recess. sms-ing . smth happen. was sad.
aftr recess home econ . watched kung fu panda. funny lols. look like sheng qiang.
he say look like Mr Lim. Lang arts went hall for the Sec2 streaming briefing for subject combination. den jiu end sch.

Went CP lunched with john. went mini toons bought smth first. cnt decide. den he damn fuck thr keep tok crap -___- . den saw Alis. she give mi the twisties eat i tot y so good. wasabi flavor -_- damn KNS sia . den went KFC saw yee wei , Malcolm , Jerrold thr . ate SHrooms. den cnt finish the coke yee wei drink all lol. den went to buy ppc aftr lunch. firs time buy of this year.lols.

den decided to went home.saw baby while goin tap card. den chase aftr her. ran to the bus stop. why rain sias. reach thr she alr on bus. den i saw another bus 27 come.ran across the road green light ,nearly got hit by car -_-. reach thr she duno go whr. went to search .veri blur luhs. some floor only got 2 units some got many. frm 12 went down. went to every floor. cnt find her hse. went downstairs as tired.the roof top cnt go up de. locked. zzz waited 30 mins+

Was 3 + Den went round. ok . Du lan starts here. i was lost. duno how go go till punggol primary thr. had a tour arnd dat area. was good cuz can know that area btr. walk 1 big round. leg damn suan.knn walk till duno whr. finally found the fire station den went back to the bus top. saw adilah at the traffic light. =0 ! den bus home. fuck sia. was distracted duno thinking smth. den sit till compass point interchange.damn fuck dun wan waste $ den walk home frm compass. zZz.damn fucked up as my leg veri suan alr. took 15-20 minutes to get home frm punggol park while i can just get home for a few minutes.== whats with me today....

Happy Birthday Malcolm. Forgotten his b'day present =x

There's many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning.I never meant to do those things to you.That I just want you to know.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,and all the pain I put you through,I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears.I've found a reason to show,a side of me you didn't know.A reason for all that I do.

Me Smile?
And now I try hard to make it
Pretending that I'm alright.
Try not to think,about the pain I feel inside.

could i be the one for u to reply on?

- The reason is You

Got back papers today. disappointed with my results. Can't blame much as i was so unlucky to be sick at that time . but still i went for the exam . regretted,shld have taken MC instead. there was a obvious change of results for the time when i was sick and those paper i took when i recovered. Failed my maths and english which is needed to pass for N level. failed damn badly for maths for mi. 36/100.english forgotten. just pass chinese . Geog pass as well not bad for geog. History top in class? shocked? didn't expect that. 38/50 not high at all D: . i expect someone else would get higher den mi. cuz aiming for 40+ as my history was well all along. so yeah...

mostly took back papers and slack,watch movies today. nth much.went rivervale plaza buy fries. den went bustop wait baby. waited for 50 mins . until i sweat. as it was ver i hot today. WHY IS THE WEATHER SO HOT! DAMN GLOBAL WARMING. den blah blah

smile

- I'm sorry , I can't be perfect

Super Saiyan !

LOL my hair look like this guy up there juz nw =x . nth to post. so post this bo liao thingy.
At home whole day.... chattin wif baby on msn monrin. 1+ she go off den sms her. played SA until so du lan. so lag. den was fucked up mai play. went to surf the net.den 5+ uncle come get things.

Why must there be jealousy

假装不只到
只要你开心就好

Will i ever smile?

- I won't hesitate no more.I cannot wait, I'm yours .

Currently did not do anything but chatting and blogging. -_-

Post later on ;D

不能停止你离开。
至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知还来不来得及试着让故事继续
how can i smile?

- I never knew i would love

At home in the morning.was chatting with baby in msn. harry suddenly appear out at my house . den went to bath and went out to white sands. in the bus bro at home no key ask mi take cab home. cabbed home give him key he give mi money den went back white sand. harry bought wallet. Den go kopitiam eat the omelette fried rice. den walk arnd decided go back cp. forgotten whr the bus stop walked 1 whole round -_-.zZz! den went back cp library.slacked. we so lame read children book.veri fast read finish den like siao peh ppl sitting thr. -_- went kovan Arcade.while zhe hao went home. played awhile den jiu bused home.on the way father ask mi go for dinner. went thr dun feel like eating. ask mother to ta bao for mi but didn't eat though.

Even the stars refuse to shine, out of the back you fall in time. Even the best fall down sometimes.Don't stop here.I lost my pace.I'm closed behind.

I feel you drawing a line between you and me.

IMissYou.I want go out with you.I want you.

I cried.我好痛

- I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm damn fuck right now. Cant sleep .didnt sleep well last night. parents damn fucking noisy. knn cb . -_-
going out ~


I never treat you as a toy. my girlf.The things i done for you.trust me?
I may be only one of your many.But I'll be the special one.the one you'll never forget.

Making out of the mess.

- I feel you moving away

Hello. slacking today... nth much . got back papers today. failed my chinese paper 1 just passed the paper 2 failed my maths and Lang arts ;( went mood less cause of it. why must i get sick at that time!?!? why !!! and i have MC shld have sued the mc den i could have passed it using my CA1 marks. ;( den lesson as normal. slept at IC lesson. geog watch duno wad thingy global warming zZz. den ms lee let us see her wedding photos... den feng li and Malcolm thr keep say her. "like dat veri pretty meh?" lol at thr laughing.they so bad.Science show IC de marks den thr slacking again. sians.

Aftr sch went 260 slack awhile den go le. went 290a thr duno why feel like goin den go thr sit. ( like veri emo -_-) den went to the car park roof top . nth to do den went home...

At home nth to do. slacking... regretting. D:why my marks like dat sia.sms. cnt eat dinner. moodless.

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

IMissYou

It isn't like that.
Please don't leave?

- 我每天假装开心害怕你离去

Yohs .yays end MYE le ! Maths paper 2 today. gonna flunk it too zzz. dont even know what the hell it tokin bout sias. got 1 question Malcolm say everyone duno lols. the net diagram duno asking wad lai de. i first question alr duno how do. -____- how how?

Paper ended at 9 30 saw John in toilet . Wanted to go cp with him but he go with his stead. D: went down canteen ate with john and Malcolm dey all. den went home...sians! den at home play SA and sleep aftr taking medcine. I'm still sick! used 1 pack of tissue today. better den ytd though used 2.lols. den 2+ went mit baby blah blah awhile she went home. Went to Plaza buy Fries to eat. gt 1 punggol sec de guy diao mi siol at the traffic light. act yi ge fringe den thr keep stare mi. tsk. den dun care. went home aftr buying fries. not kinda in the mood today ... ;( mabe is the paper bah.

I WANT TO SMS ;( bill bomb le fatha dun let mi sms ! D:

imy

- Money is a source that is never enough.

back frm science today. 2 hours -_- was dying to go off from the exam room ! damn boreds cans? the paper also gone liao. not enough sleep. keep falling asleep while doing. i see the paper and was like... " HUH? " duno wad it toking. die liao la ! zzz.
went cp kopitiam eat aftr dat. ate alot. carrot cake and 1 yong tau foo noodle. den went home.

At home eat med .msn chatting with baby den she nid go . den sms. i went play game and study. D: cnt sms alr. bill $100+ zZz. damn fuck. nid wait nov to change unlimited sms plan. guys anything call mi =)

maths last paper tommrow. gd luck yeahs? study hard.


iloveyou!
- 都是想要哭

hello. history paper today.was soso bah. did it on time left 10mins to check. 9+ end le. went canteen eat the baked rice saw john. den went cp with him. saw many ppl today. xD went round kfc and mac . yee wei dey all at kfc. den mac was flooded with compassvale sec students lol! walk round and round den decided to sit at mac. they chatting. john damn funny la the cleaner clear rubbish he say " now a days har students like dat blah blah" lol. funny.den walk round compasss. 11+ harry come with zhe hao. went action city veri long lol. see things. playing ith the soft toys den harry say the ppl looking at us we go off. wanted to buy ppc for SA. den went to buy. saw baby at ljs while passing by banquet =x. den went down to buy. no more 5k -_- . den jiu wan go home. den on da way baby wan come my hse. she cook 2 egg lol! stil lcan eat she throw away. den blah blah she went home. den i thr slack and study ~_~
see i so guai right! =x tmr sci paper! 2 hours ++ omfg. butt hot. zZz! duno can do anot. i tink can bah @@
argh ! stressed out! -


- 让时间停止

At home whole day -_- Msn, play game, study... D:


she's mine

- 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

back from grandma house. went thr see doc. and brunch. few more medicine to eat. =0! went to grand ma house eat vermicelli she cooked. was nice yeah? den eat med jiu slp. try to slp awhile. den fatha nid work so went home.so post now.=/

Coughing like mad hell.

Kalvinloveskrystal.

- Lost Affections

Mood: Sad,Depressed,stressed.

Maths paper 1 today~ woke up temp drop 37.2 so went to sch. got temperature taking today. i see the temp i put in ji tao 37.0 i shocked.but heng slowly slowed down. 37.5 still can take test =P. the test starting was ok ok. dunno y do do do half way thr day dream. == den sleepy. mabe is i eat the med bah. i tot got alot time so i slowly do == in the end realize the last few question is veri hard de. and duno how do. the time left 10 min. i quickly anyhow do. -_- sure fail le la. D: den went home str8 aftr dat.

I'm damn sick -____-
gonna go sleep. byes ;)

You are something i cant afford to lose.
Krystal

- 2 apple a day keeps the doctor far far away

boo! fever went down this mornin. 36.9 =x now rise up again 38.3 wth == but good luh frm 39 drop till like dat alr veri good. chinese paper2 today. was so so bah . some duno how do anyhow write.-_- den go home at 930.took medicine den slp.zZz. got maths paper 1 tmr.sians

GL on MYe~

- An apple a day keeps the doctor away

alrights i'm gonna flunk my English paper 2. idk what it saying sias den anyhow write .fucking hell some more i sick. cnt concentrate keep wan sleep den try do as much as i can. Dismissed at 10+ today. went rivervale plaza de clinic. so many ppl -_- . wth needa wear mask.so weird luh. first time wear mask lol. den was like everyone looking at me.waited for bout 1 half hour finally my turn.see le take med jiu went home...

i tink my eyes got problem,i cant see close the whole thing blur.i take out spec can see clearly . how?. I'm going blind? ahhh! chinese paper tmr. study hard yeahs? hope its a easy paper.

我爱你。

- Life is like a wind

yohs i'm back! =p woke up 7+ today go on com and on phone den went back slp cuz lazy.slp again.till 8 den use com. chat wif baby. den she go. i go play SA. 11+ waiting john ready go compass study she duno doin wad ==. wait so long. den ordered pizza eat. 1+ went out cp. waited for some time he haven reach.saw Mervin.den harry and zhe hao come. decided to go library first. saw Alvin.(Mervin's bro) at the entrance lol. den saw john class de ppl. was crowded today. find 1 place sit den started to revise. they so noisy == .den john come.his stead at other side den he keep walk here walk there. decided to join them. finally settled down they nv talk den john keep disturb -_-! . 4+ went meet baby took bus 27 den realize she was on the bus behind me.den blah blah. my butt had bloomed flowers le. lol. went home found out my ear piece droped on the way. went back find while started to rain.cnt find le den i go bused home.

Krystalngyan

- Get it right

LOL this piggy there is my new brother ! cute right ! wahahaha !
bleh! went outta compass point buy black forest fudge cake for mother dae . den buy a card. jiu went back home. took LRT thr but walked back home. the weather was fucking hot sias! argh! den decided to bused home on the way while there is a bus stop. go home give her she was like so happy lol. den went to watch TV. xD . sh!t didnt study for my mye today. gotta study tmr... no sch yeah!! .

ILoveHer

- Give and take

Happy mother's day. woke up 7+ den use com. SA awhile . was chatting on msn till now. nth to do. goin out buy thing for mother's day later.mood went down.will be posting more later bah.

sorry. i didn't know. I didn't mean to. I'm just trying to be friendly.

- Everything to me

100 Thruths - RePost when u read this.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Milo
2. Last phone call: Bro
3. Last text message: Baby♥♥♥
4. Last song you listened to: 浦公英的约定
5. Last time you cried: idk

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: Not sure
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: No
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Black
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Partially
17. Laughed until you cried: no
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all
23. How many kids do you want to have: haven thought of it.
24. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: Idk mabe
26. What did you do for your last birthday: forgotten
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.50am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Missing her
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Meeting her
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Seeing her now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Gain Weight & Study
32. What are you listening to right now: my phone ringing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: The weather
35. Most visited webpage: My blog
36. Whats your real name: Long De Cheng
37. Nicknames: DC
38. Relationship Status: Attached
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: Nan chiau
42. Middle School?: Compassvale Sec
43. High school/college?: N/A
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 170
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: Everything
49. Piercings: Left ear
50. Tattoos: nope.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: none
53. First piercing: ya
54. First best friend: i have many
55. First sport you joined: High jump.
56. First vacation: Switzerland
58. First pair of trainers: don't have

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: saliva
60. Drinking: Milo
61. I'm about to: Go on to Q62
62. Listening to: Birds chipping outside my window.
63. Waiting on: Monday

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: duh
66. Career?: Havent tink of!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no.
77. Drank hard liquor: yeah
78. Lost glasses/contacts: ya but found
79. Sex on first date: no.
80. Broken someone's heart: idk
82. Been arrested: yes.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: no
85. Fallen for a friend?: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: ya
87. Miracles: sometimes
88. Love at first sight: No.
89. Heaven: In my dreams.
90. Santa Claus: In television
91. Kiss on the first date: nah
92. Angels: In story books

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.
95. Did you sing today?: no
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: relationship or ? no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Kindergarten
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Before exams.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: kinda
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: What else?

kinda boring today. whole day do nth. see blog surf net chat MSN,SA . chat wif baby morning.1+ she go. i go ply sa. awhile 5~ go out . went china town so far just to eat mix veg. -_-. wtf? its a waste of time. den walk arnd china town awhile go home. boring day tmr again. sians.will be at home whole day again tmr *yawns.goin out study again on monday D: ! i forgotten everything i learn ! how? how?

记忆里有味道的风景

- It can never be erased :)

Posting ytd's shuffle vid =x

Harry's shuffle~

my unique with a jumpstyle ending rofl =x
Damn needa improve in my shuffling. pai sei shi shou in this video =x. and lost the beat.

sorry didnt post for ytd =x haha nvm . today got Chinese paper 1 . i tink its goin to fail. omg. didnt know what to write for section A. was kinda blur but still wrote. section B wrote the Q6. i tink i write till off topic le =(

aftr sch went home to get changed and bath while john sit in the LRT for 2 rounds waiting for me. =x so bad. den faster went cp mit him. went subway see price dne decided not to eat. went KFC instead. ate the A.M value meal. den went popular bought 1 pen. went round cp slack. going out with john is so diu lian ==. keep making those noises when everyone's looking at us. den went to punggol interchange. went in MRT le duno can anot ask harry he say take 581 i went tap card go out find. fuck him la. waste my 80cents. knn.left $2 in my wallet. originally $20
fuck ! den go back take mrt thr.go out with baby.den blah blah.

- I was inviting.

Haha back home 9+am today. cuz exam. mornin not quite in the mood . was distracted again. compo was so so bah. did Topic #3 The secrets. Julian said is easy to write but veri less marks. omg? den a bit kinda regret writing it. tmr chinese hope can do well. go home wanted to go out study but decided not to. afternoon den go .palyed SA till 130 so fast the time -_-. tmr chinese paper 1 needa study ! posting more later =D.

- I was her star.
你微笑了原来爱会慢慢增加重量 ，这夜晚让暗恋很有画面感回想。 不知怎么的，我爱上你。

Yohs !.back from bai mei . tired of studying so went home.Raining in the mornin again. the school gate was flooded as the security stopped us got alot car wan go in. duno y cher so long haven come. waited for 30mins pass lesson time. weird. cher have meeting.lols. den was different today taking temperature. need to wash the thermometer. haha. den slp. relief cher for art self study dne jiu slp.chinese show the lan jiao show again see b4 le dne slp also.

Recess woke up blur blur -_-. slept too much. mabe really didn't slp well for the past few days too tired. aftr recess maths. revised the sec 1 topics but still dont quite understand. lang arts slack also. i so guai took notes down for tmr's compo =x . last hour duno doin wad. cher come in tok tok tok. den bio cher come in give back test paper. got 16/20 for bio. missed out 2 question! and was so easy ! wasted 2 marks if nt get 18/20 du lan sia !

waited for john after school say he waiting for his stead. he got stead liaos sia! incredible. =x i so bad. went to study with him near bai mei thr de void deck. So windy and quiet. felt like in heaven lol. den study a bit john hungry went long john silvers at cp.he buy so much dne cnt finish lol. went back dat place aftr dat. i revised what is directly proportional ! yay! spent 4 hours just for that -_- . den we thr emo. tried to shuffle den john say i siao. lol. go playground play the telescope lol. childish xD. went bball court buy bubble tea den went home.saw edwin peh on the way haha.

MYE's starting tmr ! omg?

Giving a chance. Happy 3 months.

- Swipe that fake smile off my face.

也许你已经放弃我,也许已经很难回头.我知道是自己错过.请再给我一个理由说你不爱我.我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口.就算没有结果,我也能够承受.我知道你的痛,是我给承诺,你说给过我纵容 .如果要走请你记得我 .
借口~周杰伦

hello. Has been raining in the mornin these few days. Temp taking again in the mornin. den got maths.cant understand a single thing. chinese was slacking.
Recess! managed to eat a bowl of hor fun today. Nearly vomited -_- dk why. just dont feel like eating and no appetite.managed stuff it all in my mouth though.
Den jiu home econ. did nth juz sit thr and chat. brought my things for nothing tot got practical cuz of N level practical. at the room for 1hr den go back classroom. slept throughout the 1 hr == tired as didn't get a good sleep these days. den lang arts did 3 journal writing jiu end sch. went to recess. dont want to stave myself cuz ltr no energy i dont want faint. ate a small piece of garlic bread from western stall.damn fucking sux sia the bread. so hard dne tasteless. waste my 40 cents =x.dne walked with sheng qiang to 226 court. lol. he said this is the last time he goin thr. cuz we walekd across the street pass compass point 3-4 bus stops away and i told him is veri short. the court was near dne ask harry join us. he came with zhe hao as they met in bus. den saw zhen hong and his friends. played a match den slacked. saw yee wei and his kai lin at the playground playing tic tac toe. i also want ! but cnt le hais. den went his hse do homework. so guai right. the prob is dont understand how do -_- goin to study with john tmr at void deck. anyone want join?

I don't know? You left. and then you came back.

- Spade! ♠

Hais didn't want to go home. but nth do went home.

Normal day except got temperature taking 2 times.Feng Li and Yong Fu got caning for rude to teacher. can see that Alan Lim hit it real hard this time.ouch!

Yee Wei , you're right. since i choose to go this path from the start, i can only blame myself.

Sybil. i appreciate ur "counseling".


Thanks to all those who cheered me up. and "An Wei " me.


I really don't want to
I tried to get you back. No matter how i tried . I just cant get u back.I've been the one getting to patch up.I cherished,i hold on to u not letting you go, but you gave me up. Dumped me. I'll let go.

I Don't Know. It hurts me a lot.

why are u telling people i broke up with u when u r the one broke up with me?

I have swollen eyes...

- I got hurt once,twice.It won't happen again.

I don't know i will be posting anot? hais

Krystal:
baby. . I'm sorry i didn't trusted u. I didn't know that. could make u think i don't trust u. i wan u care mi so i did it without realizing it?. I still want u. I don't want u leave. I'm cherishing u a lot that's why i didn't say "break " even once?. I don't want to be the same as ahhboy. I want to be the best guy u have. I don't know what he do. but i hope can change my mistakes?I need your help to change mi.Give us each other a chance?

- I've lost you once,twice ,thrice? I wont lose u again.

*
Erm guys. I'm going MIA and won't be posting for about 3 weeks?Sorry for those daily readers! I will try to post for I'm in the mood? maybe once per week?or never? Don't ask why. I need to work things out and focus on the MYE as u all know. Do continue to tag me. I will still be replying tags and chat with mi on MSN when I'm online =). See me in school. .Do miss me yeah?

1month,2month, 4,3,2,1 days to 3rd month :D

- Iloveher

Look ! its round the corner and i have no time!
=( i cant seem to study. words aint goin into my head. !!!
STRESSED OUT !!!!!
i want her back.

study study study study study study
Utterly distracted how to study siol !!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

may twenty-second two-thousand-and-five was the day
promise to you baby girl, my feelings staying this way
never wanna hurt you, never will i leave you alone
every time i`m by your side is when i`m really at home
always and forever, that`s the pinky promise we made
you`re the reason why i`m smiling every start of the day
and i hope you know i mean it everytime that i say
i love you always and forever, it`ll always be the same
through all the joy and pain, i wanna be there for you
crying everytime you cry and sharin` laughter with you
when i look up to your eyes, i know when love is really true
ain`t nothing i won`t do if i can see my baby smile
remember, you can call me anytime you`re feeling down
no girl could take your place and love me like the way you do
so ima hold on tight because i need you by my side
it`s me and you forever, babe, i need you in my life

we were created to find each other
our fate written down for us to love forever
our hands locking tight as i look into the eyes
of that one special person who would complete my life
you were the one i chose out of all the rest
the one who i would cherish and i`ll put in all my best
just to stay in your arms as you hold me tight
cuhz baby, being with you just feels so right

every single second that i live, i`m thinkin` of you
how we met was destiny, our love is honest and true
tell me what am i supposed to do if i ain`t got you here
i wanna be the one that`s by your side through the years
wanna be the one who`s gonna fight away all your tears
replacin` it with happiness and take away all your fears
one day we`re gonna look at our pictures and reminise
crazy all the things you do to me with just a little kiss
i wouldn`t trade you for the world, you`re all that i need
you`re the only girl that ever got me feelin` so free
and i love you, with all my heart and soul till i die
i truly need you, baby you`re the light in my life
and i know it that one day for sure you`re gonna be my wife
just hold on tight because i`m always gonna treat you right
my baby and my closest friend, i love you baby girl
until the day i die, i`ll try to give you the world

hais cnt slp. did not slp well for the whole night? woke up every hour then had a hard time goin back to slp.nw cnt slp so woke up to post. I need someone to talk to ! thx xin yee ytd nite for cheering me up. =) see i so good.mabe was kinda drunk ytd.Have things inside wanted to get it all out so i decided to write a "compo".
I'm gonna say out whatever inside me alrights.

K. I know u will see this.so please read:
Girl, i tink i failed? fail to change u? failed to make us closer? Your decision was like,speechless?I know,u're tired of it. and i am too. I'm alr tired for a long time.you didn't know. But i still get on with it.You think it is good for us,it may be good and it may be not.I respect your decision on separating. But 1 month?no 3 weeks? too long? even friends will drift much for that time? what more us? 1weeks 2weeks,is alr long.u deleted almsot everything of me. It will make u forget me i know.will u separate then forget me. and then end it?idk.you're really selfish if you do that.sorry for what i said. U jio mi u wan me express. u make mi like u .i did it.and now u want to leave. i didn't want to express out u know why? i held back. i don't want get hurt? but now,i alr hurt.But I dont care about it anymore. I don't know what will be like after 3 weeks. we'll definitely change. but will change in the heart? idk. I hope not & i dont want to. You said u will wait for me? i said i will wait. but i dont know how true. now. u open up the thing i give u or wait till 3rd month is the same alr. cuz i don't think we will do anything on 3rd month? MYE starts on that day. i want to focus on my studies but i cant.I wanted to end it several times.but u change my mind. I was heading to the line. when u gave mi the letter it change my mind again?I decided not to & now i cant.You think about the things you wrote.The times,the memories,u can forget?i dont think i can. I've many things to say but i dont think i can say it all at one time.perhaps u can change things a lil? shorten the time?Hope we can get back to what we are to the same after 3 weeks. I'll carry on next time i post.

i wish i could give u that boyf love?dat guy to rely on.u haven't lost me.
I love you

期待。
再说我爱你，不说你也不会听。
你要离开我只到很简单。
我好痛.

- Reminisce

Woke up today 7+ exactly same time as ytd == parents woke up so early every time den so noisy. cant have good sleep outside. woke up den was like so blur. @@ . den lazy wake but managed to wake in the end.use com SA so sian. den msn no ppl. go see ppl blog. till 9+ baby on9. chat wif her .1~2 she go off. chat wif her on phone den she kup -_-. wth ! den went play SA. bored. 5+ chiong to her tuition place. waited goin bout 1hr she finally come out.do somethings den walked her home. den i go home.

Girl sorry.i don't want u drink anymore. so i did.I'll be waiting.

you...mine?
idk i'm confused.
5 more days

- 再说你爱我?

* YAWNS woke up early 730 slept at 1 last nite. woken up by parents as usual. so noisy. slept at living room as bro got flu father dun let mi slp wif him cuz now got swine flu. kinda backache -_-.decided to msn and play SA. awhile.12+ Den go meridian thr/.buy thing drink wan go punggol sec nv see b4. sun veri hot. walk pass den went back.bought cotton candy. den 4+ went home take smth go find baby.she so cute =x .den xchange thing. den go home. nth much today.

No more drinking girl

6 Days and counting

- #070209